Sunday, 9 December 2012

Kelly Clarkson get out of my head!!

I'm feeling oh so sentimental at the moment. Whilst I'm waiting for a few very important and scary test results from the hospital, words seem to be screaming at me more than ever. Maybe because I'm unsure what life holds or maybe it's because I've never spent the time to listen properly to the lyrics of some songs before!

Which is where Kelly Clarkson comes in to it!

I didn't see her win the American Idol show and she never springs to mind when someone says 'who's your favourite female singer?' I don't even own a single or an album.... but I do love her songs... they stick in my head.

I have been singing the Breakaway song for the past few hours and it says all of what I wanted to say growing up. I didn't want the norm, I didn't want to get stuck and I didn't want to be a nobody... I just wanted to be me.... the best me that I could be.

In short...

The now me looks back at the old me and can see where that me went wrong. But the now me wants the old me to breakthrough and scream help me come back!.... I'm hoping the future me takes note of the scream for help from the old me and no matter what the future me has to en-tale in life physically and mentally, that this me doesn't get angry at me in general for not being the best me I could be....

Here is Kelly's Breakaway Lyrics.... I bet a few of you can relate...


Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
Dreamin' of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray

Trying hard to reach out
But when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I'd pray
I could breakaway

I'll spread my wings, and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I love
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway

Want to feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get on board a fast train
Travel on a jet plane
And breakaway

I'll spread my wings, and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
I won't forget all the ones that I love
I gotta take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway

Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging 'round revolvin' doors
Maybe I don't know where they take me
But gotta keep movin' on
Movin' on
Fly away

I'll spread my wings, and I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway

My Promise to the Future Me...

I hereby promise the future me that the now me will somehow contact the old me and become that me once more!.... I will spread my wings and learn how to fly!

So many of her songs seem to be about me... maybe she's attached a scary tape recorder into my head!

Hmmmmm Stalker Alert!!


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